Tickle Torture

I had a breakthrough with my sex therapist last week.  It was such a breakthrough that I honestly didn't see it coming -- and usually I have at least some sort of warning. She's been having me do Sensate Touch Therapy.  This is a method that returns the mind to the body.  For someone like [...]


Sex Therapy Pt. 2

My friend put it perfectly in her response to my stressed anticipation of my first Sex Therapy session.  "[It] becomes real and you have to confront it.  Maybe that's a good thing, though.  You have to deal with it.  It is a part of your life, whether you like it or not.  It does affect [...]

Sex Therapy

I'm grumpy. I'm upset. Everything generally sucks right now. Except that it doesn't.  It's all mindset, but I can't seem to get around it.  In a few hours I'm going to see a Sex Therapist for the first time.  I cry at the OBGyn (and generally have road rage on the drive over) so I'm [...]

Forced Demisexual

I visited the OBGyn, today.  I didn't realize why I was so aggravated at the other drivers until I was already there and near tears in the exam room.  I didn't have an exam this time, but I wish I had (bear with me).  An exam would have been done had I felt any change [...]

Not a Nympho

"You're going to be a nympho when you're older." I heard that a lot when I was in high school. Before you get your panties in a twist, let me add that in those years I was dating Jesus but cheating emotionally with U2. There was no sex being had. My first kiss was when [...]